It’s not they crying that hurts most
The flowing waters cleanse as they sting
It’s when you’re beyond crying
The rivers dammed up and dry
That the blade cuts deepest between ribs
Not just for myself, a selfish hoarded pain
But for those who I don’t know how to salve
Who live and die despite all my efforts
To care is to open your shirt and beckon
For the knife to glide in, sever, keen
Yet the stone cannot choose to feel
Just as I cannot choose to ignore

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It was not the being they craved
But rather the becoming
Attainment was a hollow
Pursuit was everything
Even whilst pursuing
In each new pursuit
Attempts to regain
Even an ember
Of that first
Fleeting
Spark

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She was my very first
My poor darling girl
She wore red so you
Couldn’t see the rust
Devouring her edges
Or the brake fluid
Streaming from her
Opened veins

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Forbidden connections
Always asymetical but
Always changing sides
We know not what to
Call them, names fail
We know not how to
Mourn them, for they
Never really existed
All we know is that
A something occurred
A brief spark, light
Brighter than suns
If only for moments
And now it is no more

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We are the dead salesmen of this world
But that does not mean that we are without
Our various and sundry pleasuures
Every evening a vacation destination
Every vacation a far better one
Than any family truckster could bear
When you go to your Acapulcos and Cancuns
Does everyone know your name, your drink
Our vacations, nightly, are all music
Our vacations, nightly, are all merriment
A live band in our ears, vivid and raw
Cigarette smoke in our nostrils, burning
Our favorite drink in our throat, burning
You go ahead and scrimp and save
Fret and worry about Europe or Asia
Cruises and getaways with wife and kids
Our vacations are every night
And we never remember them
Because they’re always the same

Inspired by the song ‘Willie Lomans’ by Hiroki Kikuta, released under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International license.

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Though it was inconcievably alien
A being from so far outside us
As to be all but indecipherable
She raised it, loved it as her own
So when the time came to leave
It spoke to her without words
Predicting the world’s fiery end
At its own inscrutible hands
But promising to its “mother”
A few minutes’ warning before
And a final song of blowing brass
The music she had always loved
Announcing the end of the world
As recomense for a kindness
Neither could ever understand

Inspired by the song ‘2nd variety’ by Hiroki Kikuta, released under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International license.

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The veil is thinner this month
Shades of the departed dance
The was and the never-were laugh
Strange noises against dark velvet

The veil is thinner this month
Not because of the spirits
Not because of the moon
Not because of the spheres

The veil is thinner this month
Because people believe it is so
The veil is their perception
And it thins when they will it

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I cut tiny hearts
Into the leaves
Falling quietly
In my backyard
It is the only way
I can think of
To show this place
How it cut itself
Into my own

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Out the back window
Likely night shadows playing
Gun drawn just in case

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When I saw the home
In an old and worn-out book
It led me to a dead end
In the town of Shady Nook

My blog was brimming over
With debunked haunting tales
I expected nothing scarier
Than a few pale windy wails

My heart did not start pounding
When the walls were closing in
Or when a voice rebuked me
For an old and festering sin

I didn’t quail or quiver
When my nose began to bleed
Even as my eardrums rang
With unearthly roars to heed

There was no thought of fleeing
When palm-shaped bruises on my chest
Appeared as all around me
Ashen urns howled from their rest

I calmly kept my head on
Even when the doors were barred
I didn’t curl up shivering
When the grounds ate up my car

Chased up by blood-red mists
Leaping from the tower high
I woke up in a hospital
Being told I’d nearly died

It was then house did break me
When a detective at my bed
Said it was torn down years ago
Where had I been, instead?

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